{"id":31,"date":"2024-09-24T18:08:05","date_gmt":"2024-09-24T16:08:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rotarytransilvania.ro\/?p=31"},"modified":"2025-02-24T22:28:37","modified_gmt":"2025-02-24T20:28:37","slug":"un-ciob-in-stomac","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rotarytransilvania.ro\/index.php\/2024\/09\/24\/un-ciob-in-stomac\/","title":{"rendered":"Un ciob in stomac"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Orice persoan\u0103 care intr\u0103 \u00een via\u021ba ta \u00ee\u0219i las\u0103 amprenta asupra ei, la fel cum \u0219i un olar las\u0103 c\u00e2te o amprent\u0103 cu fiecare m\u00e2ng\u00e2iere, fiecare ap\u0103sare \u0219i fiecare alunecare de deget pe lutul cu care lucreaz\u0103. Un om este format dintr-un raft cu vaze. Fiecare vaz\u0103 reprezinta c\u00e2te o persoan\u0103 din via\u021ba sa. Unele vaze sunt ude, iar altele sunt deja arse la cuptor. Vazele\u00a0ude\u00a0sunt oameni care \u00eenc\u0103 sunt \u00een via\u021ba ta, care \u00eenc\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i las\u0103 amprentele pe lutul esen\u021bei tale. Pe\u00a0c\u00e2nd\u00a0vazele\u00a0arse sunt persoane care au plecat din povestea ta, dar \u0219i-au l\u0103sat fiecare amprent\u0103 blocat\u0103 \u00eentr-o vaz\u0103 pentru eternitate, \u00eentr-una din multitudinea de vaze ale sufletului t\u0103u. Multe dintre acestea au o form\u0103 diferit\u0103 dec\u00e2t cea pe care o dore\u0219ti tu. Acele vaze sunt realizate de c\u0103tre alte persoane, care\u00a0te-au\u00a0modelat \u00eentr-un mod inconfortabil. Nu voiai sa ai o vaz\u0103 str\u00e2mb\u0103, \u0219i totu\u0219i \u021bi-ai l\u0103sat\u00a0vaza\u00a0modelat\u0103, te-ai l\u0103sat modelat.<\/p>\n<p>Uneori vrei s\u0103 scapi de anumite vaze \u0219i amintiri, pe care le consideri ur\u00e2te, \u0219i totu\u0219i, sunt ultimul lucru care \u021bi-a mai r\u0103mas din persoane pe care c\u00e2ndva le iubeai. \u00cencerci s\u0103 spargi o vaz\u0103. Nu se sparge. Dai cu ea de pere\u021bi, de podea, o ba\u021bi cu ciocanul, \u00eencerci s\u0103 o g\u0103ure\u0219ti cu borma\u0219ina, s\u0103 o tope\u0219ti, nu merge nimic. Dup\u0103 un ultim pumn de disperare, apare o cr\u0103p\u0103tur\u0103. Una mica, nesemnificativ\u0103. \u021ai-a fost de ajuns acea cr\u0103p\u0103tur\u0103, momentan vrei s\u0103 p\u0103strezi\u00a0vaza. O pui \u00eenapoi pe raft. Ziua urm\u0103toare observi c\u0103 acea cr\u0103p\u0103tur\u0103 s-a m\u0103rit, nu \u00eei dai aten\u021bie, oricum nu \u00ee\u021bi pas\u0103. Peste dou\u0103 zile devine \u0219i mai mare, \u0219i au ap\u0103rut mai multe, dar oricum voiai s\u0103 arunci acea vaz\u0103. Peste o s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103\u00a0vaza\u00a0e plin\u0103 de cr\u0103p\u0103turi. Aproape ca e p\u0103m\u00e2nt de flori. Nu o arunci \u00eenc\u0103 pentru c\u0103 poate folose\u0219ti cioburile. Primul lucru diminea\u021ba urm\u0103toare,\u00a0vaza\u00a0explodeaz\u0103, odat\u0103 cu o parte din inima ta. Te-ai trezit cu un ciob din vaz\u0103 \u00eenfipt direct \u00een frunte \u0219i cu un altul \u00een stomac. Te dor toate. Ai \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ngi, s\u0103 zbieri \u0219i s\u0103 zg\u00e2rii. Te sim\u021bi de parc\u0103 o parte din sufletul t\u0103u s-a spart odat\u0103 cu\u00a0vaza, \u00eempreun\u0103 cu amprentele persoanei care a modelat-o.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cen plin\u0103 disperare, cau\u021bi agitat un lipici care s\u0103 \u021bin\u0103. Ai doar un lipici de\u00a0h\u00e2rtie. Nu e bun. Disperarea se m\u0103re\u0219te. Te \u00eembraci repede s\u0103 mergi la magazin \u0219i realizezi c\u0103 puloverul t\u0103u preferat e la uscat. Disperarea se m\u0103re\u0219te. C\u00e2nd vrei sa ie\u0219i din cas\u0103 te \u00eempiedici de prag. Disperarea se m\u0103re\u0219te. Afar\u0103 plou\u0103, \u021bi-ai uitat umbrela \u0219i te-a stropit o ma\u0219in\u0103, dar ai nevoie de lipici. Disperarea se m\u0103re\u0219te. Ajungi la magazin, iei un lipici bun pentru lut \u0219i ajungi la cas\u0103. Domni\u0219oara de la casierie, dr\u0103gu\u021b\u0103, cum multe nu sunt, te \u00eentreab\u0103 cu un z\u00e2mbet dac\u0103 nu ai cumva 10 bani. Tu urli la ea \u0219i \u00eei spui c\u0103 nu \u0219i c\u0103 s\u0103 te lase \u00een pace, plec\u00e2nd nervos dup\u0103 ce \u021bi-a dat restu.<\/p>\n<p>I-ai stricat ziua.<\/p>\n<p>Aveai 10 bani.<\/p>\n<p>Poate e timpul s\u0103 \u00eencerci \u0219i altceva \u00een afar\u0103 de lipici pentru a \u021bine cioburile \u00eempreun\u0103. Ajungi acas\u0103. \u00ce\u021bi petreci zile, s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni \u00een \u0219ir lipind cioburi ca pe un puzzle. P\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103 reu\u0219e\u0219ti s\u0103 le combini aproape pe toate. Dou\u0103 cioburi lipsesc. Unul a r\u0103mas \u00eenfipt \u00een stomacul t\u0103u, iar cel\u0103lalt l-ai aruncat \u00een\u00a0domni\u0219oara\u00a0dr\u0103gu\u021b\u0103 de la casierie c\u00e2nd ai urlat. A\u0219tep\u021bi. Lipsa cioburilor te frustreaz\u0103. A\u0219tep\u021bi. Vrei s\u0103 ai\u00a0vaza\u00a0\u00eentreag\u0103 \u00eenapoi. A\u0219tep\u021bi. Doctorul a spus c\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 nu po\u021bi scoate ciobul \u00eenfipt din tine pentru c\u0103 te-ar r\u0103ni. Nu mai a\u0219tep\u021bi. Mergi la magazin. \u00ce\u021bi e fric\u0103, dar o s\u0103 treci peste. Intri, \u0219i dai peste casieri\u021ba dr\u0103gu\u021b\u0103, la care ai urlat. Te duci\u00a0s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi\u00a0iei o ciocolat\u0103. Cost\u0103 4 lei \u0219i 10 de bani. \u00cei dai o bancnot\u0103 de 5 lei.<\/p>\n<p>\u0218i 10 bani.<\/p>\n<p>10 bani.<\/p>\n<p>\u00ce\u021bi z\u00e2mbe\u0219te. \u00ce\u021bi d\u0103 un leu \u00eenapoi. Un leu \u0219i un ciob.<\/p>\n<p>Mergi acas\u0103 bucuros, cu g\u00e2ndul c\u0103 poate casieri\u021ba dr\u0103gu\u021b\u0103 nu te consider\u0103 un nesim\u021bit ordinar. Ai lipit penultimul ciob al vazei. Vrei s\u0103 \u00eel apuci pe ultimul, dar nu \u00eel mai g\u0103se\u0219ti. Se pare c\u0103 rana ta s-a vindecat. Acolo unde era un ciob, a mai r\u0103mas doar o cicatrice. Ai l\u0103sat cel\u0103lalt ciob la magazin. \u00cempreun\u0103 cu acei 10 bani. Dar e ok, vaza arat\u0103 mai bine f\u0103r\u0103 un ciob dac\u0103 stai s\u0103 te ui\u021bi. Are mai mult\u0103 personalitate. Nu e perfect\u0103, dar te reprezint\u0103. Te bucuri c\u0103 ai putut l\u0103sa un ciob casieri\u021bei dr\u0103gu\u021be. Un ciob tocit (s\u0103 nu taie), ars \u0219i str\u00e2mb. Dar e cel mai colorat. \u0218i chiar dac\u0103 era lut ars, ai reu\u0219it s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi la\u0219i amprenta pe el datorit\u0103 timpului pe care i l-ai dedicat acelui ciob.<\/p>\n<p>Acel ciob este \u00eenceputul unei noi vaze.<\/p>\n<p>Un fragment dintr-o vaz\u0103 din via\u021ba altcuiva, dar care va r\u0103m\u00e2ne cu acea persoan\u0103 pentru totdeauna.<img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-33 alignright\" src=\"https:\/\/rotarytransilvania.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/un-ciob-in-stomac-artciol-sited-itc-225x300.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"236\" height=\"315\" srcset=\"https:\/\/rotarytransilvania.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/un-ciob-in-stomac-artciol-sited-itc-225x300.png 225w, https:\/\/rotarytransilvania.ro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/un-ciob-in-stomac-artciol-sited-itc.png 564w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 236px) 100vw, 236px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Orice persoan\u0103 care intr\u0103 \u00een via\u021ba ta \u00ee\u0219i las\u0103 amprenta asupra ei, la fel cum \u0219i un olar las\u0103 c\u00e2te o amprent\u0103 cu fiecare m\u00e2ng\u00e2iere, fiecare ap\u0103sare \u0219i fiecare alunecare de deget pe lutul cu care lucreaz\u0103. Un om este format dintr-un raft cu vaze. Fiecare vaz\u0103 reprezinta c\u00e2te o persoan\u0103 din via\u021ba sa. 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