{"id":928,"date":"2025-03-11T10:35:57","date_gmt":"2025-03-11T08:35:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rotarytransilvania.ro\/?p=928"},"modified":"2025-03-11T10:43:51","modified_gmt":"2025-03-11T08:43:51","slug":"nemuritori-de-mira-palimariu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rotarytransilvania.ro\/index.php\/2025\/03\/11\/nemuritori-de-mira-palimariu\/","title":{"rendered":"Nemuritori"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ce s-ar \u00eent\u00e2mpla, dac\u0103, de m\u00e2ine, toat\u0103 lumea ar con\u0219tientiza c\u0103 murim? Cum ar fi s\u0103 ne d\u0103m seama de asta? S\u0103 \u00eencepem s\u0103 tr\u0103im ca \u0219i cum am muri. Nu, nu a doua zi, sau peste c\u00e2teva luni. Ci de a tr\u0103i cu certitudinea c\u0103, la un moment dat, vom muri.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ce paradoxal. \u0218tim asta deja. Dar alegem s\u0103 o ignor\u0103m. Unii, totu\u0219i, au ajuns aproape de realizare. Aceia sunt cei care caut\u0103 s\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i lase amprenta asupra lumii, \u00eentr-un anume fel. Dostoievski sau Platon, Monet?\u00a0 Sunt cei care scriu pove\u0219ti sau creeaz\u0103 art\u0103. Sunt cei care vor fi aminti\u021bi peste mii \u0219i mii de ani, \u00eens\u0103 aceia sunt pu\u021bini \u0219i chiar nici ei nu tr\u0103iesc plenar. Majoritatea \u00eenc\u0103 umbl\u0103m, parc\u0103, \u00een cea\u021b\u0103, \u00een confuzie.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0G\u00e2ndi\u021bi-v\u0103 ce haos s-ar crea. Probabil nu ar mai \u021bine nimeni cont de meseria lor, nu ar mai fi nici un t\u00e2n\u0103r care s\u0103 mearg\u0103 la liceu. Poate s-ar opri \u0219i r\u0103zboaiele pentru ca to\u021bi, \u00eempreun\u0103, rivali \u0219i colegi, oameni simpli, s\u0103 se bucure de un moment de lini\u0219te. Ca \u00een ziua de Cr\u0103ciun din Primul R\u0103zboi Mondial, c\u00e2nd pentru pu\u021bin timp s-au oprit focurile.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sau poate, din contr\u0103. Liderii marilor na\u021biuni ar lansa bombe,\u00a0<\/span>just for fun<\/span><\/i>. Oricum to\u021bi murim, nu? Ce rost are s\u0103 am\u00e2n\u0103m? Vorba aia,\u00a0<\/span>sooner better than later<\/span><\/i>.\u00a0G\u00e2ndul acesta \u00eel \u00eendep\u0103rtez repede. Nu \u00eemi place.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0<\/span> Ar fi un haos de nedescris.\u00a0Am fi mai liberi? Da, cu siguran\u021b\u0103. Ar fi lumea mai bun\u0103? Nu a\u0219 \u0219ti ce s\u0103 zic.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Probabil s-ar auzi mult mai multe <\/span>te iubesc<\/span><\/i> \u0219i <\/span>mi-e dor de tine<\/span><\/i>. Pentru o secund\u0103, poate am sim\u021bi to\u021bi o pace interioar\u0103. Am avea o siguran\u021b\u0103 \u00een aceast\u0103 lume plin\u0103 de confuzie, chiar dac\u0103 acea siguran\u021b\u0103 a vie\u021bii este \u00eens\u0103\u0219i moartea.<\/span><\/p>\n

Cred c\u0103 fiecare am avea ceva anume de f\u0103cut.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Mama \u0219i-ar scoate rochia pentru ocazii speciale, pe care nu o poarta nic\u0103ieri, \u0219i ar merge cu ea pe strad\u0103. Nu la munc\u0103, nici la oper\u0103. S-ar plimba aiurea. Cred c\u0103 de mult a\u0219tepta asta. Cli\u0219eic, s-ar da cu parfumul acela scump pe care \u00eel \u021bine \u00eentr-o cutiu\u021b\u0103 de c\u00e2\u021biva ani \u0219i \u0219i-ar pune br\u0103\u021bara cu diamante pe care o p\u0103streaz\u0103 bine ca, \u00eentr-o zi, s\u0103 mi-o d\u0103ruiasc\u0103 la fel cum ea a primit-o de la mama ei. Un cerc vicios, nu? Ar trebui s\u0103 o p\u0103strez \u0219i eu tot pentru fiic\u0103-mea, I guess. Tata \u0219i-ar cheltui to\u021bi banii pentru un zbor de avion spre cel mai bun prieten al s\u0103u pe care am\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 \u00eel vad\u0103 de at\u00e2ta timp. Bunicii mei s-ar \u021bine str\u00e2ns \u00een bra\u021be \u0219i ar uita de ani \u0219i de b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u021be.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Eu\u2026 Eu nu \u0219tiu prea bine ce a\u0219 face diferit. A\u0219 ie\u0219i din cas\u0103 pentru c\u0103 ur\u0103sc s\u0103 fiu \u00eenchis\u0103 \u00eentre patru pere\u021bi. Apoi a\u0219 asculta\u2026 Urechile mele nu suport\u0103 lini\u0219tea. A\u0219 auzi ciripitul vr\u0103biilor, m-a\u0219 duce l\u00e2ng\u0103 un r\u00e2u \u0219i i-a\u0219 asculta susurul. A\u0219 vrea s\u0103-i aud r\u00e2sul celei mai bune prietene. \u0218i o vioar\u0103. Da, a\u0219 adora s\u0103 \u00eemi c\u00e2nte cineva la vioar\u0103.<\/span><\/p>\n

Apoi, a\u0219 vrea s\u0103 am c\u00e2teva momente pentru mine. De parc\u0103 a\u0219 r\u0103m\u00e2ne singur\u0103 \u00een lume. Probabil mi-a\u0219 pune muzic\u0103. Dup\u0103 cum \u021bi-am spus, nu \u00eemi place lini\u0219tea. La telefon sau la un pick-up, nu cred c\u0103 ar conta. A\u0219 sta cu ochii \u00eenchi\u0219i. \u0218i a\u0219 asculta cu sufletul. Nu a\u0219 mai auzi cuvinte. Nici linia melodic\u0103. Ar r\u0103m\u00e2ne ni\u0219te frecven\u021be \u0219i\u2026 ni\u0219te emo\u021bii.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

A\u0219 \u00eencerca s\u0103 fac cuno\u0219tin\u021b\u0103 cu mine.<\/span><\/p>\n

Hey, bun\u0103, \u0219tii c\u0103 am tr\u0103it \u00eempreun\u0103 \u00een tot acest timp?\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

O minte \u0219i un corp, cu un suflet care le une\u0219te pe am\u00e2ndou\u0103.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Cum reac\u021bionezi c\u00e2nd \u021bip\u0103 cineva la tine? Dar c\u00e2nd te refuz\u0103 b\u0103iatul de care te crezi \u00eendr\u0103gostit\u0103 orbe\u0219te? \u0218tii ce sim\u021bi? M\u0103car sim\u021bi ceva\u2026? E\u0219ti bine?<\/span><\/p>\n

Te reg\u0103se\u0219ti mereu c\u00e2nd e\u0219ti printre oameni, c\u00e2nd te zbengui pe un ring de dans sau c\u00e2nd \u00eel \u021bii de m\u00e2n\u0103 pe cel pe care \u00eel iube\u0219ti. Dar c\u00e2nd e\u0219ti singur\u0103, \u0219i trebuie s\u0103 te \u00eenfrun\u021bi pe tine \u00eens\u0103\u021bi? Mai \u0219tii ce s\u0103 faci?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Mi-a\u0219 adresa o mul\u021bime de \u00eentreb\u0103ri. Despre lume – sunt unele dintre \u00eentreb\u0103rile pe care mi le pun oricum zi de zi, dar la care nu pot r\u0103spunde. Cele pe care le evit \u00eens\u0103, sunt cele despre mine. Cred c\u0103 dac\u0103 a\u0219 \u0219ti c\u0103 nu sunt o nemuritoare, a\u0219 avea mai mult curaj s\u0103 m\u0103 v\u0103d. De fapt, nu doar s\u0103 m\u0103 vad. S\u0103 m\u0103 privesc. Ca \u0219i cum mi-ar pune cineva \u00een fa\u021b\u0103 o oglind\u0103, o oglind\u0103 care \u00eemi permite s\u0103 m\u0103 v\u0103d complet \u0219i complex :<\/span><\/p>\n

This is you.\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Uite, \u00ee\u021bi place? Ai devenit rece \u00een ultimul timp. E\u0219ti dur\u0103. E\u0219ti acr\u0103. Vrei apropiere, vrei iubire, dar \u00een schimb oferi doar ur\u0103. Adesea reac\u021bionezi impulsiv. Nu g\u00e2nde\u0219ti ce faci. Dar ai multe g\u00e2nduri. \u00cenfrunt\u0103-le. Semeni prea mult cu tat\u0103l t\u0103u? Ai luat \u0219i furia lui, odat\u0103 cu nuan\u021ba ochilor? Tu e\u0219ti cea din spatele vorbelor tale, sau sunt miile de genera\u021bii, lumea din jur, stereotipurile care \u00ee\u021bi \u0219optesc? Uit\u0103-te cum ar\u0103\u021bi. Corpul t\u0103u e dispropor\u021bionat. De ce nu m\u0103n\u00e2nci mai pu\u021bin? Iar apoi e\u0219ti blamat\u0103 pentru c\u0103 e\u0219ti prea slab\u0103. Fac ceva gre\u0219it? Am f\u0103cut ceva bine, vreodat\u0103?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Tu te-ai privit vreodat\u0103 cu adev\u0103rat? \u0218i dac\u0103 te-ai privi, ce ai schimba?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Poate c\u0103 nu e\u0219ti cine ai fost, nici cine vrei s\u0103 fii. Cine e\u0219ti acum, \u00eens\u0103, po\u021bi controla. Ai puterea s\u0103 schimbi ceva. \u0218i voin\u021ba. Da. O ton\u0103 de voin\u021b\u0103. Dar, mai important, e\u0219ti o muritoare cu toat\u0103 via\u021ba \u00eenainte. Acum, timpul este de partea ta.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/span>M\u00e2ine\u2026?<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

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Ce s-ar \u00eent\u00e2mpla, dac\u0103, de m\u00e2ine, toat\u0103 lumea ar con\u0219tientiza c\u0103 murim? Cum ar fi s\u0103 ne d\u0103m seama de asta? S\u0103 \u00eencepem s\u0103 tr\u0103im ca \u0219i cum am muri. Nu, nu a doua zi, sau peste c\u00e2teva luni. Ci de a tr\u0103i cu certitudinea c\u0103, la un moment dat, vom muri. Ce paradoxal. \u0218tim […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":15,"featured_media":918,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-928","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-social"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rotarytransilvania.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/928","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rotarytransilvania.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rotarytransilvania.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rotarytransilvania.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/15"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rotarytransilvania.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=928"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/rotarytransilvania.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/928\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":930,"href":"https:\/\/rotarytransilvania.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/928\/revisions\/930"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rotarytransilvania.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/918"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rotarytransilvania.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=928"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rotarytransilvania.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=928"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rotarytransilvania.ro\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=928"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}